On to 2009

snow on christmas day....at my parents...and this was not the end of it lol

Lack of blogging has been due to the crappy few months around here lol.

At least for now, we are all almost healthy.

Christmas came and went...and for some reason it just didn't feel the same.

Brandon was working most of it...and we got covered in a few feet of snow, which left many stranded at home.

I can say I am really ready to begin a new year. The end of this one has been rough.

Its been over 2 months since I miscarried. And I still think about it. And I really wish it would be easy to get pregnant again.

I can admit I am jealous of the people who are pregnant now, due around the same time I was supposed to me...wondering why it worked for them and not me...sigh.

I am thinking of heading back to bootcamp in the new year as well. I am FINALLY in a normal weight and BMI. yay me lol. But in 10 more pounds I will be skinny ;) haha

I wear a medium well now, but I want to be bikini ready :)

that is if I can tan the stretch marks to be less noticeable lol.

This is the one thing that really makes me feel good. How far I came losing weight and keeping it off.

WELL mostly. I think 2 pounds crept back over christmas, but it was SO worth it and I AM OK WITH IT lol.

I start my new part time line at delta hospital on Jan 1. I will be working 8 hr shifts. yay! and almost all 7-3. I am excited about that....to be a permanent staff member.

Although, I think brandon wants me to stay at home again ;) I have been spoiling him with cooking and baking....he remembers the old days haha.

well that is all I have to say for now.

On to 2009 and pray for a better year :)